9.7.07
xuefen decided to make people cry instead. so heres her official declaration of love :)
to the whole gang: coming to jc was like a damn big change for us. we no longer go to the same classroom, no longer have the same time table, no longer crap together in school and after school. most of us changed, including me. but what i wanna say is that i really really love all of you. looking back, i realised i changed in the past 2 years. you all helped shape the xue fen that everyone sees now. and we are like the weirdest combination of frens one could ever ask for. but still, it just feels so comfortable with everyone around me. you guys are just like another family to me. it never occurred to me that we might drift apart after gng into jc. and the 1st few months was like disappointing. coz people changed and i happily assumed that we do not really care much about each other already. But i guess I was wrong. Now that we no longer see each other as often, I really treasure each and every second we spend together. Although I kept saying Celebration lyrics are damn sad and pessimistic, deep down, I know it is true. After 2 more years, we will change schools, some might go overseas, our social circles change, basically, everything changes. but I want all of you to know, no matter how much xuefen changes, she will always be there for all of you.
hai: my memory rocks! hahah. All the crappy stuff that we talk about, like our inspirations, our million-dollar plans, the minimum income we need to survive on (I bet you forgot about this!), our never-ever-worked diet plans…given my good memory..i will rmb (: thanks for being my bimbotic crappy gossipy laopo!
bish: you always tell me loads of stuff, den happily tell me don’t think so much when you know its impossible -.- but because of you and Fiona, I guess I can say I kinda became more sensitive to people around me? Ok..i know I am still quite insensitive but theres improvement! :D thanks for stuffing me with chocolates and food. Hahah. I will always be there for you bombard me with crap and rubbish and stupid stuff!
fio: for always pangsehing you on the phone coz I want to sleep, SORRY! You are always “suaning” and “bullying” me, but I know 你很疼我 :D like bish, you told me stuff that really made me think, and I am grateful for that. Coz at least im not as insensitive. thanks for trusting me, thanks for being there when I am bored, thanks for taking care of me (:
jo: I guess we only got really close this year. But I will never forget all the crappy lame zokes you and char made. Haha. You never fail to make me laugh, even when I am emo-ing. And that is really zai. love you!
char: my bikini-loving-son! Daddy loves you!
iris: -pokes-
jess: always pangseh us!! Haha.but we understand(: just rmb to keep paying me money! *zokes zokes*
and also….
Nic: hey darling! thanks for takng care of me these four years, like correcting all my eng grammar mistakes. Haha. You are exactly like my sis lah. Although we might not talk as often now, since theres llike no more jinx busstop and white, but I always feel comfortable around you. Im really really grateful to have a bestie like you, and yes…I will tell you everything ok! (: *ps. I LOVE JAMES!~~~
Ying: I hope you will come box me after reading this? Haha. I miss going home with you! Ok..xue fen’s good memory remembers that we used to be damn scared that we will drift apart when we split class in sec 3. so we proved ourselves wrong! We must all find someday to go home together! (: and must tell me everything *ahem* that happened too!(:
Ali: stupid girl! Always pangseh us for stupid excuses. Must go back and visit our plants someday!! And what happened to meeting up during the hols? Come online more often and stop daoing us when you see us in school!
Fel: sorry for pangsehing you so many times!! I promise promise we will go out one day ok?? (: and I know you really want me and ying to attend your church stuff… but I guess I just don’t feel comfortable during services. But i went to the play thing!! (: stay high!
Mell, laopo, yihuiii, siyun, laufun and 6k girls: thanks for listening to all my crap since jan. some of your emo-ed with me…consoled me..help me de-stress...laugh at my lame and not funny jokes…a BIG thank you for all these! xue fen loves you! (:
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